Segment 5

2:21:18 PM 

My Psychiatric Label and How I Got It.
By Patricia Lefave, Labeled, D.D. (P) 

What this nurse ‘causes’ is whatever is ‘experienced’ concretely. He was taught; ‘The agreement’ on reality is the illusion created. ‘False cause’ is defined as the point (where everyone involved in reaching the agreement on reality) stops all further search.’

(If I am perceived as the cause as a genetic ‘defective’, as I am declared by the participants to be, then the group, ‘certain that it knows,’ will see no need to look any further, will it? So, no one does. All decide they will walk away from it, and leave me ‘at effect’ with It, and all the damage done by It.

It was shown to my self appointed adversary that who is ‘cause’ and who is ‘effect,’ depends upon the point from WHERE you are looking. If you see me for example, as the starting point, then you won't hear the truth I am telling you. Instead, you will hear paranoid ‘delusions’ or just plain lies. Once I, the one affected by it, have been accepted by the group as the cause, rather than the guy who sees himself as ‘at cause’ (synonymous with ‘total control’) it creates a chain reaction of ‘effects,’ as demonstrated in the nurse's training. One ‘cause’ at the starting point, then all ‘effect, effect, effect,’ etc. (a ripple effect which is based on the delusional belief that one can be cause OR effect, and not both as we all ARE in reality.) The choices for the one ‘at effect’ were also demonstrated for him as:  

1. If I resist, (resistant) I get hurt.

2. If I try to run I get chased. (Like in the community at large and from one apartment to another for example, by my adversary, his co-workers and his supporters)

3. If I do nothing at all I remain a "good" compliant victim, who supposedly ‘deserves’ what she gets for ‘choosing’ to be a victim. .

He was also shown that I could ‘go to source’ (try talking to him, reasoning with him) intercept the hit, (try to stop him, ask him why etc.) or I could become like the source (identify with the aggressor and do to others the same thing he did to me?) Or, the other thing he was shown was that I could just step around behind him (like he stepped around behind me and blindsided me) and let his own momentum take him. Though I did not know at the time that this was also in his training that is sort of what I decided to do.

(I once told him in person, face to face, at the hospital, before I broke down, that I could "turn this back around on you, you know.”) I decided I was going to try to expose him as the only way to stop him since by that point I realized, "This jerk is not kidding and this is no "joke" that includes me. He is doing this for REAL! I probably wasn't supposed to even know that what he was doing WAS his training. I think now that I was likely supposed to be a completely unaware target for his ‘game.’ I knew I would not be able to prove it, since I could see there wasn’t going to be any evidence of intent, that he was going to do what all the ‘game players’ do and pretend to be ‘mystified’ by it all. So I just kept right on letting him think I was still playing the ‘game’ he led me to believe I was playing for ‘fun,’ based on our shared ‘sense’ of humour, and that I remained unaware of what he was really doing. I continued to repeat back everything being acted out for me by so many others, while also trying to tell people what he was really doing.

In my adversary's training, as he approached the end of his sessions, the previous generation of trainees, demonstrated the chain reaction once again by returning, full circle, back to the starting point. Now, they were the leaders who passed on their training to the next group just starting out. Basically, they repeated back to the next generation, the information they had already collected on them in advance, which had included their expected reactions to it, and the manipulations needed to get them to buy what was being sold to them. Once again, the next generation was "amazed" by what they were yet to understand, which at that point was deliberately hidden from them. The next generation of dysfunctional game players was just beginning the search for the hidden meaning which would only become clear, if ever, near the end of their training. This is the point where the trainees have completed their "Pi's". They were the trainees before, and now they are the trainers. They have ‘switched positions’ and are passing it on. They then know (or would know if they did not fail to see It) that what they thought was so ''amazing'' and possibly ''e.s.p.'' was scripted right from the start. Only a few of them will really ‘get it’ after they look back at what they went through and with the benefit of hindsight.

For those who had returned to the starting point, completing their Pi, the training was over. For them, it could be a revelation, an accusation or an instruction, depending upon the individual's "point of view," the filter of understanding and personal belief through which the individual actually HEARD It and the personal conclusions drawn from that. Few, if any, look at the whole picture. There is no concrete proof that the leader actually INTENDED to do anything harmful or that the training meant anything specific at all. It is all a "matter of perspective" as is said of It. As it is also said at the end of the training, "There is nothing to get, so you get It." After that, they "do something about it" in relation to whatever It is, to them, as individuals. They may now choose to share the experience of It, as whatever It represents to the individual, with the external world. In other words, they then externalize their own beliefs and experience by projecting it. They are cautioned though to keep It's "secrets" in order to preserve their "special" status as a "superior" group.

Most of them don't really get the whole thing. If they did they would understand that they need to get OUT of It altogether. It is the false premise at the start of this PI, the loop of destruction, that is the basis of It's power.

I too am ‘externalizing my experience’ of this now as we human beings all do. We all do this in life based on our own experiences, understanding, awareness, attitudes, self concept and motivations. It is HOW we do it that matters, and what we understand about our experiences which we also externalize (after we internalize them), and not the FACT that we all externalize it.

In conclusion of the training, all the well trained followers now raised their hands high over their heads and clapped and clapped and clapped, enthusiastically, praising their training and admiring the charismatic leader who had given them THE answer to life, which had made them "superior" to all others who did not belong to their special group.

Why the clapping?

Well, they had been taught you see, to applaud without discernment, anytime, anyone in their group, said anything at all. They were now fully trained "mechanical anuses; stimulus-response machines who, they were told by those who had trained them, could not help being who they really were.

The Final ‘Solution’
Endgame

"Many, but not all Nazis rose up from the underworld. They were pushed forward; or rather they pushed themselves forward, in a nation that had been proud of being at the hub of European civilization. To call Nazism the ideology of those who came from the losing side would be simplifying things too much. The Nazis could only be successful by gaining the active and passive support of large numbers of civil servants, of teachers and professors, of physicians who had taken the Hippocratic oath, of lawyers who had learned and memorized the tenets of justice, even of priests who had consecrated themselves to the service of God, and of millions of ordinary men and women...It was created and borne by living persons.(Bold added)

Nazism was not rooted in abstract statutes. Nor did it confine it's methods to anonymous and efficient gas chambers...The attitudes of Nazism could range from active support to passive adjustment, from apathy in the face of the Jews...being taunted and tortured to friendly helpfulness and passive or even heroic resistance. Still the question is: What prevented, what hindered those who had gone to school with Jewish neighbours, who had worked with them in offices, schools, factories and hospitals,...what kept them from standing up for their friends and neighbours of Jewish faith.

If history proves anything it is that too few people made conscious choices against evil. If there is any lesson to be learned from the extermination of millions of Jews, it is that decent men and women learn to make choices in favor of the good, and to do this before criminal power is established and gets stabilized. It is the one lesson history must teach so that It does not repeat itself. "

Willy Brandt
Bundestag
Bonn , West Germany
1984

from the forward of:

Victims & Neighbours: A Small Town in Nazi Germany Remembered
by Frances Henry

Of course, nothing like that could ever happen HERE now could it?

Beware of the promotion of global agendas of "IMPOSED good"; for this is a contradiction in terms.

As everything else in this, what the subtitle of this essay means, referring to ‘It,’ depends upon who you really are and how you hear it. The solution that works for everyone beyond the "them" and "us" mentality is to expose the truth about this universal "play" at the level of generic meaning; the concrete details change but the "play" remains the same. A collective awakening must occur. We must stop being A.C.T.ors on the stage of life and face reality.

The people who really need to face it are those who are reducing things like the now proposed "Relationship Disorder" to brain chemistry problems and diseases requiring the swallowing of drugs to make those nasty old feelings go away. Why do we "wonder" where the addiction problem is coming from and why people just want to swallow something instead of solving our human problems by thinking them all the way through? Of course, I am one of the people who do not want to swallow the pills so that makes me, and those others just like me, the "difficult" patient.

It was once remarked to me by a psychiatrist; “Maybe they are all (in the same group) trainees.”  How did this all get so turned around, so backwards? Frankly I DO wonder if the employees at the psychiatric hospital where my protagonist works aren't all members of the same group, all of whom heard the abstract play the same way!...But back on topic here. Either we get the "final solution" or the final solution will get all of us, including our leaders who promote ‘unreasonable’ power and total control as "good" and “normal.”

As a nexus concept of abstract reasoning, "There is no reality, only perception" has a certain ring of truth to it. Why George W. Bush has even made that statement during a televised press conference, his eyes all aglow with satisfaction, and what sure looked to me, like amusement. Has he had the "training" too? Donald Rumsfeld has actually (allegedly) quoted from it. The following is an article indicating this may be the case:

Rumsfeld's quote (see link of origin in the title of this post) made perfect sense.

David Pankhurst
Ottawa Citizen
Rumsfeld's quote made perfect sense
Byline: David Pankhurst
Edition: Final Section:
NewsType: Letter
Re: Gift for bafflegab earns Rumsfeld top prize, Dec. 3.

U.S. Defence Secretary Donald Rumsfeld won this year's "Foot in Mouth" award for the most baffling statement by a public figure. John Lister of Britain's Plain English Campaign, described in the article as a "scourge of jargon, cliches and legalese," announced the dubious honour. This announcement shows the total ignorance of the people who run the Plain English Campaign.
What Mr. Rumsfeld said is not original, for he was using a quote without giving credit to its author, a very astute man, Werner Erhard, who founded the EST movement ( Erhard Seminar Training, and Latin for "it is") in the 1970s.

The EST Training, which my wife and I took years ago, originated this _expression to try to describe the world of "knowing."

(Well that's this guys 'interpretation' of it anyway. I have also been told it is German for “it is.” So I will ask German I know in Berlin and find out. Results:)